It has been almost 3 weeks since I came back to Msia. I feel good despite the hot weather in here. Anyway, it should be my first summer if I stayed in Canada.

I've been thinking about my past mistakes. But there is only ONE that I can't change. I keep doing IT again and again. It does not matter how hard I tried to rectify IT, but in the end, the result is the same. I failed. Sigh

I still have 3 months left. Hopefully, I'll change by that time.


p/s: I visited my aunt and my uncle's house. I found kuih raya. Huh? It's not even Ramadhan yet.

It has been a week since I got that letter. (what letter?)
did I change in a week? heh. seriously, I dont know.
However, the letter really gives impact to me. I've been trying to push myself beyond my limit. KEEP STUDYING, Yeah!!!

haha. I was really scared at the moment I received the letter.
But, humans is not perfect. "Al-Insan", derived from "An-Nas".
They keep changing and forgetting. They need to be always reminded. Myself as well.
Still waste my time on downloading, installing, and unistalling (because the game didn't work). Can't really avoid it.
Maybe they should give me a warning letter everyday.

Even tough currently is reading week, I've been managed to avoid reading "Face"book frequently. Great achievement.

Korang dpt surat mcam neyh


mesti CUAK giler @#$% kan??

haha.nasib baik MARA tak bagi betul2 kat budak2 yg tak dapat 3.0..
surat ney pon palsu..
So, mari berusaha sebelom MARA kasi betul2 surat neyh..



*ak scan dari offer letter MARA yg lepas. tarikh pun nampak sangat ak edit.haha

Yeah!! I just finished my chemistry exam. It was awesome!! and I am quite sure that I can a good mark but it's not likely going to happen.. Erm, my first chemistry exam, very very tough and I'm pretty sure that I'm not the only one who think it that way. Overall, I would say that this experience is crucial for me to face the next challenge/exam.


5% for the first exam?? That is my prediction for this test. Got to do the better for the next test though. Frankly, I'm not dissapointed at all. "Path to success is not going to be easy, dude!". That is what I commented @ Sally Cipan's status. ;)


*All my housemates are having the same problem..ouwwwhhhhhhhh

That's what I got from my first Friday prayer in Toronto. We live here in this world only for a limited time. Hence, we need to beware in doing things in our life and obliging God is the utmost priority.




What's surprising me is the Muslim people are very generous in terms of giving donation. Shortly after the Friday prayer, one of the Masjid commitee stand up and give speech about how to spend money in the right path. Also, he asks for a donation of $1000 CAD from anyone. In a moment, a man raises his hand and says, $3000 CAD. Then, another person says $1000 CAD.


You know what, they are awesome!! Because they can donate their money in a large amount. That's not the thing though. As long as they are sincere, hopefully they will be blessed by God.

Living in Toronto is a must! Haha. Eventhough the living cost is very high in here, but I love it(the weather). It is so cold especially in the night. I wonder what will it be when the temperature drops below zero during winter. and also, I did not manage to buy an iPhone. It's waste of money, and LG TE365F is quite OK (it's FREE!!!). iPod Nano? Yes, I think I should have one.

This would be the shortest post that I have ever written in my life..

"harap2 hakim akan cepat sembuh dengan tulang kaki nyer yang patah dan sempat fly same2 ngan kitorang..sadid pon same gak.."

This was a conversation between me and cik Zakiah (MARA Officer) 24/06/2009 10:09 a.m

amir : Assalamualaikum..boleh saya bercakap dgn cik zakiah??

cik zakiah : ya, saya di sini..

amir : saya amir, student mara, pelajar icpu sessi 2008/09..n saya baru jek graduate..overall average saya 80 jek..tp mara nakkan 85..macam maner ye kak??

cik zakiah : camney la dik..setelah perbincangan mara dibuat, kami bersetuju untuk tidak menghantar pelajar yg mendapat keputusan 80-84.99%..disebabkkan kekurangan bekalan kewangan untuk tahun neyh..so, faham2 je la ye dik..kemungkinan adik kene belajar di malaysia je la..



amir : owh..camtuh ke kak..takpe2..saya terima jek ape2 keputusan mara..saya pon da expect bende neyh..klu UTP atau UNITen boleh x??

cik zakiah : boleh2, nanti cik amir hantar secepatnye lah ye borang pendaftaran Universiti tempatan yang adik mintak..kalau boleh sebelum akhir bulan depan..

amir : OK kak, ditanggung beres..n terima kasih

cik zakiah : sama2..


p/s: As I have expected, I'm able to go to Canada..The above conversation is nothing, not real..It is just an idea to fill in my blog with crapping stuff.. =) FullStop

Wednesday, a big surprise and relieve..I got my results and I achieved my target marks..and I did better than last semester..alhamdulillah~and the more important thing is, there is still a hope for me to go to Canada..n right now, the last challenge is I need to deal with MARA whether they are going to allow me n others who got 80-85 to go overseas or not..it is quite difficult for us to accomplish this mission because of the economy crisis that affect the global and MARA is not excluded from the enormous problem..Hopefully, they have already allocated the money for us..



Hmm, but I don't really 'too' care about the option to study abroad or local (but I do care, actually)..'rezeki' is everywhere, not in canada and malaysia only..it's all depend on God..but we'll do our best to do whatever it takes get the job done..the only option that I have in Canada is UofT and I'll go for it..(I don't know how I can get such offer)

"To be a canadian student might be something"
"To be a mistress of Pemberley might be something"(cited from Pride and Prejudice)
~FullStop