Here In My Home~

When I saw this video last night, I thought this video brought a message for "OneMalaysia" concept that was introduced by my opinion, 'one malaysia' is just a rhetoric from the government..but I was wrong about the video.."This video is a non-profit, non-partisan, independent project from Malaysians directly to Malaysians"..That's what I get from YouTube description..I would say it's a nice video to watch full with message of get more information, check this link :

Don't forget to check out this video by Heal The World by Michael Jackson..I knew this song on the day he died..FullStop

oh no, Malaysia??

This was a conversation between me and cik Zakiah (MARA Officer) 24/06/2009 10:09 a.m

amir : Assalamualaikum..boleh saya bercakap dgn cik zakiah??

cik zakiah : ya, saya di sini..

amir : saya amir, student mara, pelajar icpu sessi 2008/09..n saya baru jek graduate..overall average saya 80 mara nakkan 85..macam maner ye kak??

cik zakiah : camney la dik..setelah perbincangan mara dibuat, kami bersetuju untuk tidak menghantar pelajar yg mendapat keputusan 80-84.99%..disebabkkan kekurangan bekalan kewangan untuk tahun, faham2 je la ye dik..kemungkinan adik kene belajar di malaysia je la..

amir : owh..camtuh ke kak..takpe2..saya terima jek ape2 keputusan mara..saya pon da expect bende neyh..klu UTP atau UNITen boleh x??

cik zakiah : boleh2, nanti cik amir hantar secepatnye lah ye borang pendaftaran Universiti tempatan yang adik mintak..kalau boleh sebelum akhir bulan depan..

amir : OK kak, ditanggung beres..n terima kasih

cik zakiah : sama2..

p/s: As I have expected, I'm able to go to Canada..The above conversation is nothing, not real..It is just an idea to fill in my blog with crapping stuff.. =) FullStop

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Kemalasan untuk menulis dalam English..

Baru je balik dari kursus lesen kereta..Huh~penat giler dengar ceramah jek..3 jam dalam bilik dengan air-conditioner..sedap giler duduk dalam tuh..da la banyak giler gelak.memang best la ceramah tuh..macam-macam cerita pelik aku dengar..salah satunyer, ade orang sangka ; E=enough & F=finish..dua-dua simbol memang selalu jumpe lah kalau sesiapa 'drive' motor atau kereta..ade sorang mamat neyh pening kepala bila tiba-tiba enjin kereta mati dan baru jek dapat lesen P..siap telefon rumah, mak, abah, adik-beradik semua tanya macam mana nak selesaikan problem tuh..padahal, minyak dah habis..petanda tunjuk kat 'E'..hmm, pelik giler mamat tuh..macam mane la boleh dapat lesen kereta~haha..

Sampai rehat jek, nak makan tengahari, nasi xde..aduhai, kecik betol kedai tuh..masak nasi gune periuk saiz kat rumah..hmm, memang untuk beberapa orang je la boleh makan..minum air pon jadi lah (untuk beberapa minit je la boleh tahan)..amali punyer part memang boring..da la panas (malaysia memang terkenal dengan suhu panas dan lembap)..sebagai kesannya, ak makin tension..nak balik jek dalam kepala otak..panas r malaysia~..akhirnya, dapat gak balik..tapi bende paling penting sekali, balik jek, internet connection is upgraded..wahhh!! bestnyer la cuti neyh..bende pertama yg aku nak buat, kene selesaikan problem adsense dulu..haha~FullStop

The Italian Job

Wednesday, a big surprise and relieve..I got my results and I achieved my target marks..and I did better than last semester..alhamdulillah~and the more important thing is, there is still a hope for me to go to Canada..n right now, the last challenge is I need to deal with MARA whether they are going to allow me n others who got 80-85 to go overseas or is quite difficult for us to accomplish this mission because of the economy crisis that affect the global and MARA is not excluded from the enormous problem..Hopefully, they have already allocated the money for us..

Hmm, but I don't really 'too' care about the option to study abroad or local (but I do care, actually)..'rezeki' is everywhere, not in canada and malaysia's all depend on God..but we'll do our best to do whatever it takes get the job done..the only option that I have in Canada is UofT and I'll go for it..(I don't know how I can get such offer)

"To be a canadian student might be something"
"To be a mistress of Pemberley might be something"(cited from Pride and Prejudice)

Why not Angel or Demon but Cat???

Hmm, I wonder why ‘Curiosity killed the Cat’ but not dog, angel, or demon?? This question started to emblazon my mind since last week, when I watched a cartoon show “Cat and Dog’ on TV3..and I still remember what the cat said, “Remember dog, curiosity killed the dog”’s funny when the first time I heard it.. So, I have made some effort to find out the truth about this quote..and the my search result turned zero..however, I found this; “Curiosity killed the cat, but satisfaction brought it back”~(Eugene O’Neill).

I am not satisfy with my findings so far, though..why curiosity has something to do with cat and what could save the cat from being killed instead of satisfaction?? Is it by generous, wisdom, integrity, or excellence??? (it sounds like taylor’s)..Huh~ I better stop crappin’ about this topic..but it should be interesting if I can find the basis for this quote..So friends, if you’re reading this, great!!! Help me answering the esoteric questions..

Now, to the topic of Angel and Demon.. Recently, I just bought a novel Angel and Demon (thanks to my friend for giving suggestion, unconsciously). I have read the first 8 chapter, and I found it is damn know why?? It talks about physics, the antimatter stuff..I just learned it in ICPU and it’s about the anti-neutrino that the scientists has found in the atom recently..from the effect of X-ray scatter the proton and electron(if some of you still can remember)..that book also mentions about the GUT(generic unifying theory)..but, till now, scientists have not found the formula to unify the gravitational, electrostatic, and electromagnetic force into one..and last but not least, the phallic symbol from psychological criticisms in English4U..I suggest to all of you, read this book~FullStop

*I’ll get my result tomorrow on-line..Prepare for the worse

Things that I’m going to do...


- internet, the most vital thing in my life.. right now, I’m using 56kbps..totally outdated and very slow..i want to find a celcom broadband that is cheaper than the normal rates..a new package for the government only can be found at celcom centre..RM 50/month..emm, very very affordable for me..

Making money with blog

-huh~ it has been two weeks since I’ve registered with Google for my Adsense account..finally, my account has been approved..YEAH!!!make some money, $$$ if you want to join me and my friends, just tell me..

Read novels

-Luckily, I’m going to KLCC next week..finally, I find a better place to find a novel, Kinokuniya and I’m gonna find the latest one..i’m not living in a big city, so there are no such place in my hometown that sell all kind of novels..IT IS NOT FOR CPT PROJECT..haha


-I love math..when the first time I opened up the book, I said “what the heck??”..haha, it’s really thick..together with its solution manual, it is almost 1000 pages..the thing is, that is the reality that I have to face..I’m gonna see that thick book again in U..Now, I’m trying to grasp all information about IcPU, we learned calculus but we did not learn integration..


-I got a bunch of movies in my collection that I have not seen yet (40+- movies)..and it causes my computer to run at slower speed..only 6GB space left in Hard Disk.. I just watched a few of them..The movies were downloaded from April to May (the last two months in ICPU)..internet connection at CASA is faster when I used Internet Download Manager (IDM)..I have all types of movies; anime, thriller, action, comedy, and horror..not all I think..

“P” license

-I need to get this soon..i’m under 18 when I was waiting for SPM I can’t take the test..however, I still have motor license.. it’s better than nothing..but I'm really scare to drive car…(that is the first thought came to my mind before I became pro in driving motorcycle..haha)

Best for Us

Fuuuhhh!!! I feel very relieve because finally, ICPU is over ..No more burden of study (calculus, physics n english which is the most challenging subject)..but it's only for a short period of time..the most important thing is I'm gonna miss my friends a lot..A lot of happy moments still adhere in my memory and I won't forget it..hmm, life goes on, no turning back..The next thing that I'm gonna do is pray the best for myself and my friends in our final examination.. Hopefully, I score well in physics and calculus to cover back my english mark(the paper was very hard)..Then, I got a question that I need to figure out myself..are MARA going to send their students who got 80 or not?? To answer this question, I need to refer back to our Deen..God has fixed our fate and whatever we do, if He does not allow us to achieve it, we won't get it..The same situation in my life, if Allah said that my future is not in Canada, so I have to accept it willingly..All my effort in ICpu is only 1% of my success, while the rest (99%) comes from our pray to Him..But still, I'm hoping and praying that I can go to Canada along with my friends..

"But it is possible that you like dislike a thing that is good for you, and that you a love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knows but you do not know ." (Al-Baqarah-216)

Hmm, from this verse, I conclude that ALLAH KNOWS BEST FOR US..